I keep on falling. . .

I once read that "the worst part about of letting time pass is always the first week". I wish that were true because not much has changed. I find myself "thinking blue" instead of going out and meeting new people, creating new experiences, and sharing old memories with friends. I can't do it because I lock myself up at home because I don't want anything new. I want things to be how they use to be. I don't want change nor do I want to see what change has to offer. This whole week I've tried to make myself extremely busy by moving, staying on top of school, helping out my family, and writing new music. . .but my mind fights against me and reminds of the old times and how the things were.

I made my mistakes and now must live with the pain.

Everything is my fault. I'm a sinner and I sinned. I must live with my mistakes and worship my Maker.

I praise you Lord.

Never stop smiling and never stop laughing